Last night I had a little get together with my friends, I didn't know that my friend Jared could sing. After a little bit of drinking and sing star we got to talking about music, I am so passionately in love with music in all of its forms, how it is composed, the sounds, the movement I just love it all and so does he! So he and I had a show and tell session with our favourite songs, we decided that we are going to sing together more often, he is going to play the guitar and we are going to sing together. I am pumped about it! I don't sing in front of people usually and I did in front of Nadine, Tori and Jared it was awesome but I'm scared that they are going to tell other people that I can sing. 

Later that night we went out, I was sloppy it turned out to be very hard to stay on my feet. We danced and mingled and had a jolly time. Later I tried to make a move on a person that I used to know, who works at the club, he told me to hang out until he was done and I have 0 attention span when I'm drunk. I was super thirsty  so I was eating snow and a guy was hitting on me, and then he walked me home. He promptly shoved his tongue down my throat and I went inside. 

I now have a hangover, and I feel sick. That is the really really short version of last night.

I passed! I got 90% on my exam, wish it was higher :( boo for Bringing down my average. I am feelin super pressured about school right now, last night I didn't sleep very well and couldn't fall asleep for like two hours. I have been worrying alot about my life and being alone; it scares me. I am terrified o move across the country by myself, driving three days, paying my own way.. I am just terrified. I know I will be ok, I am a tough girl.

Test this morning - kill me. Super not ready for this :(

#fuckmylife #whyyounosmarter

Made a decision

Finally.

I am moving to Ontario after school to go back to school for esthetics :) for sure this time, I want it. I know I am going to miss Morgan but I need this to become an adult and to find out who I am suppose to be, alone. :)

My life in a nutshell

Ok seriously I have one course that I need to finish to graduate high school, why is this so hard to do?

I need to grad to get in to esthetics school, BAH 

I will get it done. I will get it done. I must, I must, I must increase my bust... 

Today's Tunes and my daily verses

This song just makes me feel a little happier :)

Gah we are being slammed with exams at school and we have a huge one on Thursday, it is all chemistry and stuff, makes my brain hurt! I haven't done any hair this week yet and it is making me jones, didn't sleep last night alot, I had a nap when I came home tonight it was heavenly.

Salad for lunch and edamame beans, it was yummy.

Today has been super uneventful sorry..

my today tunes

Everyday I want to post the song that got me through the day and why.

today's is..




I have been feeling really frustrated in my relationship for a really long time now, I love him but I feel like I am missing alot in my life. I feel like if he and I met a couple years down the road it would be fine but I've been with him for 6 years almost. I am missing out on bad dates, crazy relationships and being alone. We have been at each others throats for a while, but we are kind of stick together right now and all I can do is wait. Lately I have been feeling this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, I could never hate him but I feel like it is the closest thing I have and I feel like he feels it too :(

weekends are for chumps

I only say that because mine was super lame ! I have been meaning to get to the gym and all kinds of other things but I didn't do a damn thing. I did start this new blog which I'm pumped about, I have been meaning to start a personal blog for my thoughts and vegan stuff, and anything I want. I  have another blog and it is strictly a weightloss blog if you wanna ch-ch-ch-check a check it out click this linkyloo

http://wannabeformerfatgirl.blogspot.com/

review time

Presidents choice

The world's best meatless breaded chicken strips 

So I tried these the other night and I was nervous about it because I am always nervous about trying new fake meat products, for some reason I am always thinking it is going to taste like soy cardboard. These are legit the world's best meatless breaded chicken strips. They are flavourful, crunchy and taste right. The texture is fantastic and the price is perfect.

This box was $8.99 and it comes with 36 in box, that will last me a week if I eat them everyday.

I would defiantly recommend this product to my friends and I will and have purchased them again.

                                               Just Indie eating a sugar snap pea :)

Q & A sesh

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No, my hand writing is pretty gross, mostly illegible jibberjabber.


 IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? 
I don't really know, I can come across abrasive sometimes but once you get to know me, not to toot my own horn, I am pretty charming and maybe funny.


DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
I do infact, but not my adenoids, I guess they take those out together usually but not this time.


WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?

Probably not right now, maybe when I lose some more weight - I'm scared the rope will break.

DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

I do, the only shoes I have with laces are my runners and they were expensive so I untie them because I'm poor.

FAVOURITE SMELLS?

There are alot of smells that I love, like the way a guys armpit smells weird I know, laundry, summer air, coconut, lavender, vanilla, tanning lotion( I don't tan), french macarons baking.

HAIR COLOUR?

Natural = blonde

Current = red

EYE COLOUR?

Blue

FAVOURITE FEELING?

Grass in my toes, sun on my skin and the wind in my hair

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?

Failure and being alone.

ARE YOU HAPPY?

Right now, no. I am not sure where I want to be, I am not happy where I am and I am scared I am not in love with the man I have been in a relationship for 6 years. I don't know where to go with my life and how to be alone, so I will figure it out one day.

WHERE DO YOU WANT TO BE IN A YEAR?

Honestly I want to be in school for aesthetics and living on my own in the city but I'm not sure how to do it. 

What will probably happen is me living with my boyfriend in the city living off him and still not feeling independent or free. Wow I sound depressing! I am really a happy person. 

I am going to do these questions again in 6 months and see what is different.

My first post :)

Soo my name is Keegan, I have been blogging for over a year now and I have been evolving alot, I am still a part of the weight loss community but I am so much more now. I have a whole new outlook on life, I am a vegan for three weeks now and I love it. I am so excited about this new blog and the things I will do with it. I plan to share everything here not just my weight loss, but my life and my views, so follow along and I hope you enjoy.